I am still in a fog. I wake up tired. I come home from work tired. I am dragging my butt during the day at work. I am doing work with people who depress the hell outta me and it's starting to really get to me. Hearing about how someone's electric service is about to be cut off, how people can not afford to buy food, or how people can sometimes abuse "the system" day in and day out is so not cool! I don't mean to be ungrateful. I am happy to just have a job. But, I am the ambitious type, always looking for that next great opportunity. And this thing I am floating in right now just feels stagnant. I keep telling myself to hang on for a least a year and then I am going about my path of becoming an elementary school teacher. It's so weird but I always pictured myself being an administrator in social work but I don't want to get a MSW and I don't want to work for social services. I feel a little bit bad that I am turning my back on the profession I supposedly dedicated myself to, but I gotta fix this feeling. It's just not working
I'm back and I'm a Mrs! The ceremony was beautiful. The reception was fun. I learned a few things that I will take into my future work as a wedding coordinator (something I have always wanted to to). I have a few things that I wished we would have done differently. I kinda wish we had hired a different wedding coordinator. She did do her job and she pulled the day together but... I don't feel like we were really heard during the whole planning process. So, my advice to anyone who is still in the planning process: 1. If you hire a coordinator, pick someone who respects your budget no matter what it is. 2. Be really detailed with what your vision is for each element of your wedding. Make sure that the person who is in charge of the day has a thorough understanding of that vision. 3. Things will go wrong. Don't sweat it. The morning of the wedding I woke up to a text from my hair and makeup person saying instead of her arriving at 8:00 she would be there at 12:00. I didn...
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